Becoming my own individual person has been such a hard and grueling process. I'm also no where close to being where I want to be as a person. A big struggle I have is pleasing everyone around me. I want everyone to be comfortable with the choices I'm making. Finally at 20 I've come to the realization that doing what everyone wants me to do all the time isn't really what's best for me, even if they think it is. I trust myself to know what's good for me now. It's just hard for me to do what I want to do when I know it's causing the ones I love discomfort.
All I know is that my own happiness is what I should be most concerned about- period. Those who truly love me will push aside their own opinion and support the shit out of me. I've got some plans up my sleeve and I'm really excited for myself.
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